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Tuesday, 29 April 2008
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Careless Whisper means so much
Should've known better
I feel so unsure
as I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
as the music dies, something in your eyes
calls to mind the silver screen
and all its sad good-byes
I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you
Time can never mend
the careless whispers of a good friend
to the heart and mind
ignorance is kind
there's no comfort in the truth
pain is all you'll find
I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste this chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you
Never without your love
Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say
We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But noone's gonna dance with me
Please stay
And I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you
(Now that you're gone) Now that you're gone
(Now that you're gone) What I did's so wrong
that you had to leave me alone
After listening to this song i realized how meaningful it is.. In fact i love it, and i dedicate it to you. =)
Monday, 28 April 2008
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The me @ 28th April 2008
I've started back my make up course this March. Its been a month then, things was really hectic ever since i started studying and working. It's like i don't even have the time to rest. Soon.. i get used to it. It would either be working in the morning and studying back in the afternoon or the other way. Don't even have the time to go shopping. But i guess its really been a month. I know plenty of new friends this month, and i mean plenty. Most of them are guys i get to know from Daphenie during clubbing. I used to club every week, but since i started my school and working plus another job at Philips, i don't even have the time. Monday to Friday i've got to study and work part time. Saturday and Sunday i am working for Philips. Damn, i don't know why but its been a very unpleasant night for me. Sometimes i wonder if people can really act the way they want. I wonder if every people is really acting the way they supposed to be, or just because you wants to get attention from that guy, you seem to act a lil more feminine so he would like you? I wonder if people could keep their feelings and act like they don't seem to care or are they actually afraid to care. For once i thought being myself is the best way to make friends but i realized if you're acting like yourself you can't even survive in the society. But for once in my life i acted as myself today. I'm happy. If i'm ever given a chance i guess i will break down and cry. Seeing my mom as a tough woman she is my only reason i kept going on with this brutal world. I would never want to disappoint her but i guess i just did. I was really stressed so i smoked in my room non stop forgetting to lock my door she came in, she didn't scold me at all, she looked at me with a face which i knew i broke her heart. So i'm here to vow, i will try my very best to quit smoking. I will not let myself down anymore. Looking back its been really hard climbing to this stage. I still remember i used to stay in hospital for like ages. I remember i used to have anorexia, i am always depressed, i cut and abuse myself when i'm sad, i don't take responsible for things i ever did and made my family so worry about me. Spending thousands and thousands of money for my medical fee, coping with my studies, deep down i'm sad but at that moment i really can't help it but think why am i doing this to myself? I used to be a very happy kid around the block, i would be smiling the whole day and do things i love, i will eat as a usual kid, i have confidence, i have health. Why am i doing this to myself just because i wanted to become one of the pretty girls around back then. I believe nobody liked to be teased. I got teased from guys and girls and even got dumped because of my weight. I guess the biggest influence to boost my determination not to eat is because of my sister. I can't help but to admit, i used to adore her very much. She is much better than me in ways. People would always praise her for looking better. I would feel bad. I guess nobody realized. Looking at her wearing those clothes which fitted her body so much and she can wear so many more variety of clothes. I admit now that back then i was jealous and i wanted to be the same. So i didn't eat and go through all these and become what i am today. Should i be happy or should i not? Every hard bit i go through back then made me stronger and love myself for who i am today. If i'm to choose again, yes, i would still rather do the same thing again. I'm just born vain. AIKS! So tomorrow will be a new day and everything starts over again. Right? I remember a quote which says " Although everyone may seem to be flirting around but they always thinks about the person they cared before sleep" i guess its true cause i'm thinking of you. I care for you and when u feel lonely each time, bare in mind that i'm always there for you. This is me.
Adios!
Signing off @ 6.02 a.m.
29th / 4 / 2008
Renee with love.
Sunday, 16 March 2008
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17 . 03 . 08
Had flu last night and was a `lil stressed out. Busy looking for different
academies to further my make up. I guess i really really love make up
since i caught up with it, i know i can never separate with it.
Finally after doing some research for courses with international
certificate, good reputation and is near so i don`t need to drive myself is
Sense and Style Sunway Make Up Academy.
The one i went for previously. Expensive. Anyway, i`ve got a friend there
so i guess it`ll be quite fun though.
Okay, back to what happened last night. Baby bullied me again.
As usual, i took my medicine and slept at 11 p.m. but woke up at
3 a.m. and can`t seem to fall asleep again. I called bie, he said
he just reach home finish working. So as usual, i said
let`s have breakfast. ( we seems to have the fetish to go breakfast
early in the morning without any sleep ) but he said, he was tired
so i said okay but remember he is going to SS2 to visit my
godmother tomorrow. She made some soup for us.
He said he might not wake up on time, and i was frustrated! oh boy! how
could he?! I said okay, fine! and closed the phone.
I lie on the couch till 6 a.m. watching a taiwan show named
"Man, What`s wrong!?" and it was funny. After that i went to sleep
with my mommy. On 3 p.m. i was surprised my phone rang.
It was baby! He woke me up and call me to get ready.
So i said okay. I was happy that he is giving me some care
( he always do though! ) just so loving of him. =) Love you baby!
Reach there, ate with my godmother and talked for awhile then leave.
We head to Summit to look for his handphone and my camera and
baby said olympus cameras is known for nice pictures. so i
decided to go for it instead of Sony.
I needed a camera for study purposes. Mom did not argue. Surprise!
She said she rather i study than work. Funny. Whee~ happy i`m finally
stepping another big step in my life with the support of my mom and
bie. =) I promised i would make my mom proud of me.
STILL I`M just so happy!
Loving my bie
Loving my mom
Loving my angel lee.
=D
PEACE!
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Tuesday, 11 March 2008
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Tips and Tricks to the perfect skin.
Just bored and would like to share some make up tips with people
who enjoys make up.
First lesson : `De perfect skin
Tools needed *MUST* : Foundation, Loose powder.
Optional : Make up base, Foundation & concealer brush, Concealer.
Step 1: Apple make up base with fingers all over face spreading out
to face line.
Step 2 : If you have pimples, do use concealer to cover up.
Green concealer - Redness *most common*
Slightly use finger/brush and conceal pimples lightly.
Step 3 : If you have dark circles/eye bags, do use concealer a shade
lighter than your foundation to conceal. To perfect coverage -
Apple 3 dots under eyes, dab with fourth finger until its blended smoothly
into skin. Avoid using cream if you have fine lines underneath
as it will crack by time. Use liquid instead.
By this time you should have covered all the flaws.
Step 4 : The most crucial part as the perfect make up starts with the perfect
base. If you have pimples, dab lightly on it. For eyes, apply thin layer over it just to
cover up the different shades created. Dot foundation on forehead, nose, two dots on each
cheeks, and one on the chin. Spread outwards towards facial line with
finger or brush. Brush is recommended if you
wants an airbrushed look. MAC foundation brush is recommended.
By now you should see perfect skin tone but does not feels heavy.
Step 5 : Powdering. Instead of using the powder pad to apply powder,
a blusher brush is recommended. Gently smooth powder with brush
over face in circular motions including underneath eyes. For pimples,
use powder pad or you will only wipe of the concealer u apply earlier.
You should then be ready. Feeling flawless.
Step 6 *optional* : To enhance your flawless skin. You may apply
Shining powder/liquid to your forehead, bridge of the nose not toughing
the tip of the nose, cheekbones and chin. For acne skin, this is not
recommended as it will only make your skin oily.
Secret : To end it, apply a bit of moisturizer onto palm and slightly pat on face. It works.
Reminders : Foundation shade should be tried on the jawline to ensure its the nearest
to your facial skin colour.
Concealer should be one shade lighter.
The range of products should be one suitable for yourself.
Hand should be clean before make up.
Everything in moderation.
Make up should be removed before bed.
=D
* It`s not complete as its just for majority people. If you have other skin
problems you can ask me @ MSN : r3n33_33@hotmail.com*
- Just helping out -
Different types of foundation for different type of skin :Acne Prone Skin And Oily Skin:
Oil-free, matte or semi-matte foundations are best, because they are least likely to aggravate the acne. However, these do not cover or last as well as the oily foundations, they are more difficult to apply and tend to collect around skin blemishes. Loose transparent powders applied over the oil-free foundation gives longer coverage. For skin with many comedones, sheer foundations are best. Inflamed acne needs moderate coverage, acne scars may need a cake foundation with minimum oil. Water-based creams or alcohol-based liquids can be used under the foundation. If medicated gels are applied they need to be allowed to dry before the foundation is used.
Examples:- Mattique® (L’Oreal) liquid, moderate coverage
- Shine Free® (Maybelline) liquid, moderate coverage
- Demi-Matte® (Estee Lauder) liquid, moderate coverage
- Oil Control Makeup® (Almay) liquid, sheer
- Makeup#3® (Prescriptives) liquid, sheer
Normal Skin:
Moist semi-matte foundations are very good, especially if there is not too much oil present. Sheer is good for those who only need some skin colour. Moderate coverage may be desirable if your skin has variable colors from chronic sun damage.Dry Skin:
Oil-based or water based foundations with a moderate degree of oil give you the best chance of retaining moisture in your skin. The oil will give a semi-matte finish, and will be easier to apply.
Younger people may prefer a moderately sheer, moist semi-matte look, and powder can be added to reduce the shine. Older individuals may want to use moderate coverage that does not accentuate their wrinkles.
If you have very dry skin, a soufflé foundation may be more helpful because they are oilier and thicker. However, this can accentuate wrinkles, another option might be to apply a moisturizer followed by a less moisturizing foundation.
Examples:- Makeup # 1® (Prescriptives) liquid, sheer
- Liquid Perfection® (Elizabeth Arden) liquid, moderate
- Moisture Renew Makeup® (Almay) liquid, sheer
- MoistureWear Cream® (CoverGirl) cream, moderate
Combination Skin:
If you are between the ages of 25 and 45, you are probably in this category, you will have an oily forehead, nose and the central cheeks area, commonly called the T-zone.
In this case, it’s important to prepare your skin before you apply the foundation. The oily areas should be treated with an astringent, and the dry areas moisturized with an oil-free product.
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